Saturday, November 22, 2008

Peaceland ,

Wow.. Man, I love blogging. It's been quite a while since I last went on.. Soo much has happened since then..


basically..



-Kicked out of the house
-Begged to come back
-Skating
-Bullshit
-Skating
-Another weird dream



Yeah.. Don't ask about the first two..



I'm always failing at life in general seemingly. You're in no position to judge me.


I mean.. Whatever. What can I say.






As life continues to move on. Hopefully it'll gradually progress into success that reaches a long desired state of pure atonement..







Jump off a cliff .

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Dreams !





First, I woke up in my dream in this place.. It was like. This tower with a continuous staircase that goes up to 20 floors. Each floor looked exactly the same. People lived on that floor. It was like.. A logcabin on every floor. Wooden floors. Wooden stairs. The stairs would transcend like the ones in my house. There were large rooms on every floor where people would sleep. The walls were windowed with an old dusty texture surrounding the rooms in little block shapes. There were numerous beds in these rooms, like a hospital. But I remember reading the word "Inn" In my dream.. So it must be an Inn ? Everyone I've ever encountered in my whole life was in that dream. But.. Later. I walked down the long steps to leave the building. The 1st floor looked like the office at RHS. I walk outside to find that we're in a city. A stronghold. A fortress ? A huge circular city surrounded by a gated brick wall like at Rodriguez. There were ugly looking houses and dull looking people. Nobody was happy.. I saw Tower Mart and people inside. Familiar faces. Most of them I could point out. The city was just filled with people I've encountered. I traversed to the west side of the city and sit down on a bench that said "West" indicating the district of the city ? Out of the corner of my eye, I see somebody fall from a small building.. He appeared to be this blonde working male. My friends Dad ! He got up and walked with a flail stride and groaned strrangely.. He erected with a pale face and uncoordinated body.. He was bleeding heavily from the mouth. This little guy with glasses riding a bike passed by the blonde, pale man. The man grabbed the boy and bit his head off. Drinking his innocent body fluids. The little boys body soon erected, with a disembodied head.. And his behavior altered to match the blond
e mans.


Zombies.



I stand up quickly, and told everybody to get in the tower. The tower I awoke stretched across the whole city I guess.. They run up these stairs by the fortress wall that lead into the tower.. I follow behind them socking zombies along the way. I run up the stairs after them and enter the tower's 2nd floor building of the west district. It was designed the exact same as the North districts, from which I awoke. Me, this 7th grader I saw walking home, Lauren Sunga, Jullian Angue, Robby Harina were gathered in this part of the building. I told them to come with me, and told the other familiar faces in the building to do the same. The stairs became flooded with people with a confused, yet pale, frightened look on their face. They all followed me to our run to the east side of the city. We descended down stairs to exit near a gate of the fortress wall, and find people at a park. We tell them to warn everybody that we must evacuate the city out the main gate. It was too late.. Swarms of the infected have already made their way to the east district. More and more were getting infected. Infected hosts leaving stores, walking out of bathrooms, Surrounding the tower. I tell everybody to run to the main gate while I take care of the Zombies ? I pull out this Rocket launcher out of nowhere, and fire it as if it were a machine gun at the infected. I see David C. and Manmeeet Singh run out of the fire and towards the uninfected crowd to join on the stampede to the main gate. I fire some more and own shitloads of zombies ! They're all on fire and just falling all over the place. But there was still more. Allll of them familiar faces. They were in the hundreds, if not thousands still heading towards us. I fire 3 more shots to make more fire in their path and run towards the main gate. It was cool, the rocket launcher sounds sounded like the Thai fighters in Star Wars. I turn around quickly for some reason ? And go back into the tower. I warn people still on the floors by yelling up the stairwell. About 200 people ran outside after down the stairs and out the building.. I saw this random girl in my Geometry class texting / running at the same time. We all go outside and she was fighting this zombie WHILE texting ? Wtf ? Then they head out the main gate and I lock it. Sealing about 3000 zombies in it's host city. There was a small cabin on the outskirts of the circular fortress. I go inside, but the thousands of people were just crying and yelling and cursing. I find that it's an inn, like the ones in Final Fantasy ? Then I use the bed, and it makes the sleeping sound. Then I wake up, and go to this save point. And save my game.. Then wake up.


WTF?!

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

There's something in the air, whoa-ohhh.

It's funny how complex human feelings can be. Especially when they resonate with music. How a song can make me embrace the arms of death but appreciating the contrary vision of life displayed before my feeble view of adolescence..


Feelings that question myself. Contradicting the very fibers of my beliefs. Contradicting life itself and those involved.


How in the end.. Life is always goood. Because of how I feel.. Because of what I do. Influenced simply by wishes. Prayer. Music. Skateboard..

What can you possibly ask for.

I'm blessed to have these things in my life.. Passionate tools that I use to pave my path to happiness.. Nothing phases me. Just me, my wishes.. Prayers.. My music.. And my skateboard.



Pure bliss.


With these.. I'm invincible. Peacefully blissful in life, yet consoled in death.. Reason to keep my steady stride everyday. Motivating me to pursue what I wish..









It is only passion for what I love that runs through my veins and keeps me breathing. And those I share it with.. Embrace it. For life it short.











Lets skate.