The consequences that I've rendered, I've stretched myself beyond my means,

This is fucking bullshit.. To vaguely express myself. I hate school, and everything about it. I'm sick of getting shit just trying to make it there. Skateboarding is fulll of bullshit people who need to just go fuck themselves. I hate all of the fucking shit there is in my life. I keep a high chin, looking forward to the ONE thing that I know makes me happy no matter what.. And I get shut down tonight. I made it pretty obvious I wanted to talk to her about how I've been feeling.. But then I just get this negative attitute, and I get hung up on. That's just a big fuck you right in the face right? Ahh.. I have nobody and nothing in my life at this moment that can rid me of this shittyness. I just feel so dissappointed.


"I thought you didn't wanna be with me anymore?.."

Ironic as fuck right? You wake 'scared' from a dream about something that'll never ever happen, and then today I feel shitty. You wouldn't get it. Nobody fucking would.

I don't give a flying fuck if anybody reads this and they don't know what's going on. You can go fuck yourself. I'm too pissed off about everything right now.. I just need a break from life. Seriously. I've put more on the line than I can handle. Fuck all of this shit, no more of this negative bullshittings. I'm just trying to be happy, but that shit can't ever fucking go my way.