Shananananana ,

Oh what chu' gonna do ? You wanna get down ?

Today was an incredible day I must say. I woke up like. . Straight up, like "OMG, 6:49. . Wait, it's Saturday. . I can sleep, lmfao. . WAIT NO I CAN'T IT'S FRIDAY!"

So yeah, I woke up and did the Morning routine. Second period, shitted on the offensive team with my ninja-like sackage. HAHA! "HOW THE FUCK IS OLIVER GETTING IN HERE?!"

Mr. Bennet:SPOTLIGHT ON OLIVER!

It was funny because everyone was like "Godddammit Oliver. Fucking asian people, swear."

I was fun. Then 4th period we chillled in the library for days and lmfao'd at Mrs. Abbot for her dumbness. Then just played Pokemon Platinum in tutorial. Lunch was funny, rhs idol. Then 6th period, we seriously just played "GUESS THAT POKEMON!!! :D"

Suuuper inside joke. I love you bestfriend Mitchie ! Idk what I'm even blogging right now. It's 1:11 AM in the morning, and I have one of those feelings you get when you're really groggy, but something's stopping you from sleeping so you need to do something to pass the time or whatever.


Anyways, school got out. Plans with Honey are off ? Not hanging out at my house / Stephanies. Take the city bus to the malll. Ate McDonalds (Naaasty) Then walked around. Watched Obsessed at 5. That's a reallly good movie btw. And I love Erica Riane Medina. But that movie is worth a watch. Well, I think so. Idk, I guess the whole catfight thing maybe. But you'll seee.

I met Erica's Dad ! He's pretty cool. Then they left, I ran into Daviddd like WTF?! We go on an adventure at 9 o'clock to walk from the mall to his and Brians house in waterman. Hopping fences and climbing janky ass burms. Then went to his house, called baby and ate adobooo. Yummy stuff. BUTTERFLY EFFECT! Yeah, we watched that. Ended up going to Robbys. Sang Karaoke with Robby, Brian, and David. LMFAO! We screamo'd every song. And "David's Home Videos" YouTube videos are coming out soon, so watch out. It'll have you dying. I laughed so hard I coughed to death pretty much. And now, I'm home!


KDONE.

That mans got a bottle and it's a bad one,

Holyfuckingshit. Best way to describe last night. I was too gone. . I had too much to drink. That 151 bullshit. . UGH. I so regret even drinking last night. . My conscience told me not to. But I ignored it and just dowwwwwned. Thinking about it makes me wanna puke. . Speaking of puking, I don't recall doing it at the party. Or passing out. I do know I was seriously cuttin' up tho.



Basically, I wanna keep it brief here. And post this so I can remember this crap.


DO NOT, I repeat. . DO NOT get drunk again. It's baaad.

Wouldn't it be nice ? ,

So here I am again. Type, type, type. Feeling this pounding emotion which drives these words that I wish to input somewhere in order to 'get it out of here' in my train wreck of a mind.


Here it goes once more.


Not too long ago, I felt so great. The other week, it was all fine and dandy. Everything was prosperous. But now, with the death of my Grandfather upon us and the diagnosis of my Grandmother with pancreatic cancer brings stress. And it stresses others around me. And when others feel something strong near me, I'm quick to pick it up and have it rubbed off on me. I feel so. . Drifted. As if I'm drifted from all bonds in which I hold with all those who I've shared one with. It's killing me, and it's so damn painful. I haven't skated in two weeks and this shit happens. Idk. . I just wish I can make it through all this bullshit with school and losing people, and losing communication with people especially with my girfriend. I feel like a wreck really. The best way that can be described. As if I have no control over anything.

I need skating

I need better communication skills

I need to get closer with everyone

I need to get away from stress

I need a vacation



Take me away from now. Because I'm in no fucking mood to handle anything.