I can't explain but that's too bad I can't refrain that makes you mad,

ALL my blog titles are from a song. Get your shit twisted and be ignorant if you want.


My friends, I love them. They're the fucking best, I know I can turn to you. You guys know DAMN well who you are. You've shown me that you're there, and I appreciate it so much.

And last but NEVER the least, I love you Honey! I love how you're ALWAYS there for me. How when I need to talk to you, baaam. You're there. I love how you listen, understand, give advice, give consolation to me. I truly love you, and I can't see life without you. .


Lately, my Summer has been CRACKIN'. Skating's been good, kickin' it with friends has been going down a lot, HONEYTIME is the best as always ;).


But I left one thing out, life at home.

It was going incredibly great. I loved it, how chill everything was. Until one factor invoked upon the house, causing most to suffer except myself. I took it lightly, I mean I'm NEVER one to say ANYTHING right?! Being that I'm in NO position to or whatever that bullshit is. But I took it lightly, because it doesn't affect me. Sure, I could make a comment about it. But who can't?! I kept my mouth closed because I'm not allowed to open it. But if I can't talk to YOU PEOPLE about this shit, who the fuck can I talk to?! Here I am, just venting to my girlfriend on the phone. Only to have family eavesdrop on my conversation and turn it against me. WHO DOES THAT SHIT?! I DON'T EVEN eavesdrop on your shit! Why the fuck would you do that to ME?! I've given you privacy dude. And you don't give me mine, wow. Does that mean you've BEEN doing that?! Or will CONTINUE to do it?! Hear me out, and be intelligent by respecting my opinion. Unless you can't respect that either? Look, if I can't say SHIT about the situation to anybody because I will never win because of my position or whatnot, then AT LEAST let me vent MY SHIT to my girlfriend on the phone in private! I mean, who the fuck are you to judge that. You know I'm right too, just accept it. I respected you ALL by holding back comments so I don't sound like an incredible asshole. Until ONE BIG FUCKING PROBLEM that MIGHT occur. I mean, just because you guys are all having problems. I don't want to have to suffer for that shit. I mean, whatever dude. You people can get your shit together, I'm just trying to live life. And if you're going to make me suffer, for me NOT doing SHIT to you?! Then what kind of shit is that?! I mean, helping. Yeah, you're supposed to help family and stuff. THAT ISN'T HELPING SHIT! It'll only piss me off, because I do NOT like that guy. I NEVER have. I wouldn't have been venting if this HUGE SHITHOLE didn't get mentioned, or even planned. This whole thing wouldn't have happened if it was for that.


Bottom line, I'm chilll with everything. You fucking know that. I understand everyone else here had to suffer to make you people happy, and that's respectable. But I CANNOT do that. I'm so fucking sorry that I cannot bend my bones and snap my neck for your cause. As much as you'll hate me for not doing that, I'm sorry that I can't. ONL Y because of this one certain person. Anybody else that would have to kill my privacy and share quarters with me, I wouldn't care. But I will NOT comply with those conditions!


Face the music.