So keep talking cas I love to hear your voice again,

This is so aggravating. I'm stressing suuuper ahead! I mean, school starts August 17th. . I gotta do maaajor work come August 11th, the day of Orientation. I gotta get alll the first weeks work done prior or during my vacation. -___-''


This sucks baddly. I don't like this one bit. I mean, sure, I'm going to Disneyworld for one week! That's dope right?!

Yeahh, but I'm not going to enjoy it. I allllready know.


I can see it now, my pitiful self. Doing work in the car along the way. Texting Erica every other period. Calling her at night, and when I'm supposed to be having fun.


The thing is, if I'd only remembered, she'd be going with me. :(





Ohwell, I'll make it through this little predicament. .

Sunrise to sunfall gitcho' back up off the wall,

There are several common factors placed amongst society's daily lives which can potentially stir up negative emotions.

But as a matter of fact, emotion is a choice. You can let them control you, or you can control them.



By ignoring the negative, you can focus more on the positive. Although it is quite hard to do so, it's something we all MUST do. This world needs more positive than negative I'd say. As we may recall, life requires a balance. Balance of EVERYTHING. Only the human mind can cancel out such repetitive balance.




Forget negativity, and love all you've been blessed with, and you'll truly find happiness.

For the love,

Stress cockblock = Skating.






Nothing cures it better.

You're still regretting the love you left. Left behind,

"okay just as long as you dont fricken hate me or some shit.
aiiiight i wont be trippn balls much. or not that i was hah
thanks for the heads up tho"






Hate you? I hate nothing and nobody. Haha. . You won't be trippin' balls as much? Fear me fucker. Don't even think of fucking me over after me forcing myself to be vulnerable for my loves happiness because tearing people from each other isn't my thing.


Heed my words dude. You can dream she's yours, you can hope she's yours, you can wish she's yours.


But accept the fact she'll never be yours. She's mine and always will be. Don't even try to make her yours. I know how janky guys can be, and how misleading they really are. How some looove to lead themselves into the whole 'friend zone' and expect to be loved in a way they originally intended to be.


So be real. Speak the fuck up bitch. How do you feel about her? Let me know. I need to know.


So trip hard. Trip as hard as you possibly can. Because if you dare try to put her in that spot, you're dead.

I hope one day you'll see that nobody has it easy,

My emotions resonate with every beat of my heart. Expression of my inner self.


I really want you. . And I don't know if you could see that. I need you. . I love you. How do you feel now after all this? I just don't know. . I'm trying my best right now to keep myself allll together and be as selfless as I can at this time because I REALLY DO care about you being happy. . I'm trying my best, I'm doing my best, so just BEAR WITH ME please. .


Why a break? From me? From us? From ALL we've been through? From our efforts to work out this stupid little predicament. .













Erica, I love you. And I've told you before that I'll always keep trying and I'll never leave you. . I'm giving allll the faith I can in your promises and I only ask that you bear with me on this. . Because I know we can make it through this shit. This is NOTHING. Come on, please. . I beg you. . This is what I really need and want, is for us to stay together. . And like I said, if that means me becoming lenient, but vulnerable, then so be it. . Idgaf what I have to do. There's nothing I won't try to keep you by my side. . And you for you walk out of my life would kill me. .



Please don't do this. . If you feel the need to, and if it's what you really must do, then I understand. . Just tell me, talk to me, don't leave me hanging like this. . It's killing. .

So stand up straight and firmly say,

To you both fat sad sacks of shits. . I do not like you at all. You disgust me. In my eyes, you are merely rebound attendants waiting to do your fucking job. I am your nightmare. You are my nuisance. This is my let-out, don't get your shit twisted. I hate how you both STAY on like that. You've done nothing to me, sure. But I don't give a shit. I wish death upon nobody, but I'd love to see you burn. .


Fear me bitch.