I hope one day you'll see that nobody has it easy,

My emotions resonate with every beat of my heart. Expression of my inner self.


I really want you. . And I don't know if you could see that. I need you. . I love you. How do you feel now after all this? I just don't know. . I'm trying my best right now to keep myself allll together and be as selfless as I can at this time because I REALLY DO care about you being happy. . I'm trying my best, I'm doing my best, so just BEAR WITH ME please. .


Why a break? From me? From us? From ALL we've been through? From our efforts to work out this stupid little predicament. .













Erica, I love you. And I've told you before that I'll always keep trying and I'll never leave you. . I'm giving allll the faith I can in your promises and I only ask that you bear with me on this. . Because I know we can make it through this shit. This is NOTHING. Come on, please. . I beg you. . This is what I really need and want, is for us to stay together. . And like I said, if that means me becoming lenient, but vulnerable, then so be it. . Idgaf what I have to do. There's nothing I won't try to keep you by my side. . And you for you walk out of my life would kill me. .



Please don't do this. . If you feel the need to, and if it's what you really must do, then I understand. . Just tell me, talk to me, don't leave me hanging like this. . It's killing. .