Friday, September 4, 2009

Just me and you on silver lining dreams,

I feel like shit. I don't know how much of this I can take.. I wanna just tear our parts of me that hold me back from being happy.. It seems like there's no way around them..

Inadequacy in my intelligence and my abilities give an evidently dull shine.

And a question mark continues to stalk this thing called 'truth' and 'unconditional love'



It's just disgusting.. I wanna feel good about things, and about myself. I really just want to feel goood right now.



Maybe I'm just exhausted from today. Maybe I'm sleep deprived. Idk.. Who knows. But all I know is I feel shitty right now because I think I'm 100% inadequate and that the source of my happiness feeds from a lie..

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