TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT TAKE IT OR LEAVE IT,

Rubbishrubbish. Thanksgiving day, and you're definitely the one I'm most thankful for.. You're the best I've ever had.


You say you love me. You say you care. You say you'll always be there. You say I'm the best you've ever had. You say that you'll never leave. You say that you always want to me with me. You say I make you really happy. You say that I actually matter in your life compared to other people.

You say I'm your universe.


Well, if all the above is true, can you not strattle the fence? I know you're a girl, and girls live strattling on a fence. Hot and cold, black and white. But I don't want you to say all that for no reason, and have me not be treated in THAT way. It's like, you say all that.. Especially, when you said I'm your universe. If I'm really your universe, that must mean that I'm your whole big picture right? That our relationship is basically, the biggest part of you and I in our lives together. With that being said, why do you contradict yourself and exclude me from your life, when you said about 2 minutes ago or something that I pretty much was your life? How're we supposed to be happy in a relationship, when you keep more secrets than I can even count? Look, I know you're trying. (At least I hope.) And you've noted me that you are understanding and that you promised to work harder for us, but it seems that out of nowhere, you worked pretty hard to face the opposite direction.

Why keep secrets from me?

Why even tell me anything, if you're just gonna keep secrets from me?

I mean, seriously. You don't even tell me WHY you keep these secrets. It's not that I don't trust you, but how the fuck am I supposed to feel when I'm trying to smile in bliss shrouded in your love, when you're dragging a treasure chest of mystery, only opened by your tight lips.

Do something about it. Love me? Care then.



"Life isn't complicated, people make it that way."