It was all there. Allll under my nose the whole time. Everything was.. I was just locked in a whirpool of denial too deep to save myself. I simply forced myself to adjust to a mindset where everything is just fine. Despite my harsh feelings of denial deep inside.. Although how I displayed my emotions so evident, luminous light floods through the pores of uncertainty within myself. I was portrayed as a joyous figure that feels not the slightest bit of grief. This of course is impossible, I feel grief with every step I take. Yet, I refuse to regret. Never regret.. For I'd rather feel the excruciating pain of needles than confront the dreadful face of regret. Negative nothingness will never rule my fixed mindset. This light will continue to glow. It brings a relieving crease to my face when I've uplifted the spirits of the sad. Pushing, myself only further. Gratefulness; embedded in calm chest.
Back straight, arms calm. I walk tall.
I'm calling all the time I know I interrupt, but it hurts when all I hear is you hangin' up. And la da da da da da da, I'm scared to try that again.
I've nothing to say about this. What's done is done, said is said. We cannot take back. No regrets.
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