Indescribable.

Today felt like a gift. A truly pure mix of all that is emotion. Grogginess. Joy, Overwhelmed. Shocked. Surprised. Scared. Worried. Sad. Mad. Nostalgic.. Quite the medley all to fit in one day. Woke up with a weird feeling.. Time seemed to move slower than usual. I could take my time with things. As school started, I was unprepared for lots of things. I was really behind in French.. I have a project due tomorrow and I don't have the board to throw it on.. But then the next period I got 100% on a test I didn't even study for. Well.. 5 mins prior. Made me happy. =) Science was funny.. The teacher had huge perspiration spots. Like, BADD. Worst I've seen. But I felt bad for her because she just looked so stressed.. PE was boring. Repetitive crap Loren has us doing. Lunchtimewasthebest. =) I got to hang with the girlfriend a lot more.. Got some Me+Her time, talkin' about this, talkin' about that. I love the way she is.. How complex she seems, yet how she comes off simple. How confusing she is, yet how subtle and gentle she comes to be. I just keep coming back for more.. No matter how much I trip off her, I still go back.. It's a great feeling. Walked her to her class and we were talking about random stuff. I asked her "What's that ?" on her hand. Then I did the little, "There's the river, there's you, and there's me! And these spaces in between your fingers ? Yeah, that's where mine go." And I held her hand.. Corny , non ? Ahaha, you know me. =) It's weird.. How her hand fits so snug in mine. How I stared into her eyes and adored her beautiful grin.







Blissful.



A great feeling it is.. Indescribable actually. Explains why I'm so Laconic ? Haha. School's over, had to WALK home.. Ahhh, damn. Took two hours. -____-" We kept stopping from how tired we were. We weren't even trying to walk. Somehow, we made it. YAY! Got home.. PROcrastinated some.. Played FFVII.. It's crazy.. The feeling that emits from playing this game.. I used to play it as a small child, and now.. I've gotten so deeper into it. And it's just.. Wow. The events that occur in the story.. Show how much people have so much pent up inside themselves. Forgotten thoughts, pitiful notions. Great ideas. Opinions. Judgemental statements. All cooped up inside them.. Many secrets we keep to ourselves. Many things we say that we don't mean to. Many actions we take that we wish we did not. Regret. I am the firm standing contradiction to such a horrid feeling.. Feeling.. Something that we take for granted. Nefarious beings; as we should dub ourselves. It's just amazing how complicated we are.. All this and all that. What's been done and said, and what hasn't. How we learn to forget. How we roam this earth each and everyday knowing one day that we will perish. Yet that does not stop us.. We continue to roam. We continue to live. We believe.. We breath to believe what keeps us walking. The foundation of our very living thread of life. How something so deep we live as something so simple. How we learn to accept what we go through and stay optimistic. How dedicated we are in pursuit of our goals, to satisfaction. In pursuit of happiness Cherish life.. It's nothing but





Priceless