I'm a storybook people rarely open, NUFF SAID'

[19:14] tangakidd: Hi ! ={D
[19:15] junaysMADWACk: Hey ! (: you always seem enthusiastic. or more like happy and positive all the time. why ?
[19:15] tangakidd: Because, I'm naturally like that.
[19:15] tangakidd: It's funny..
[19:15] tangakidd: How you would ask that question.
[19:16] tangakidd: One that would wonder about this smile I always have on my face. The happy vibe I tend to give off.
[19:16] tangakidd: The positive force that emits from my speech.
[19:18] junaysMADWACk: I know, but like..How you do that ?
[19:18] junaysMADWACk: for Myself, its impossible.
[19:18] tangakidd: I'm scared to answer that question..
[19:18] tangakidd: It's quite a mood killer.
[19:18] tangakidd: But I will anyway.
[19:18] tangakidd: Care to listen ?
[19:21] junaysMADWACk: Yes, if I really didn't want to know, wouldn't you think I wouldn't even bother to be so inquisitive to be bothering to asks.
[19:21] tangakidd: I recognize your concern.
[19:21] tangakidd: And I apologize for hesitating.
[19:21] junaysMADWACk: No need to apologize at all
[19:22] tangakidd: It's just that I'm scared that you wouldn't care to hear my story.
[19:22] tangakidd: However, I'll just cut it straight. Make it brief.
[19:22] junaysMADWACk: Well my opinion. Everyone has a story, and it needs to be heard.
[19:23] junaysMADWACk: So i would love to hear yours
[19:23] tangakidd: I adore that. =)
[19:23] tangakidd: And I applaud your positive mindset.
[19:23] junaysMADWACk: whyy Thank you(:


[19:23] tangakidd: I was born with divorced parents. And only child..


[19:23] tangakidd: A nuisance, if you will.


[19:23] tangakidd: Good for nothing, just getting in the way.


[19:23] tangakidd: Where allll the money went.


[19:24] tangakidd: Was for me and my future..


[19:24] tangakidd: The only person who loved me was my mother.


[19:24] tangakidd: I had no friends, nobody but my mom.


[19:24] tangakidd: We would always be moving places.. Leaving memories behind.


[19:25] tangakidd: My mom would always lose her job and didn't know what to do..


[19:25] tangakidd: I was ten years old, attending a school with one of the most corrupt student bodies I've ever seen.


[19:25] tangakidd: Young kids with guns, selling weed at such a young age..


[19:25] tangakidd: And me, no friends.


[19:26] tangakidd: I was still.. Always happy.


[19:26] tangakidd: I would just cherish every breath I take, every move I make.


[19:26] tangakidd: All the dreams I have.. All the stories I write.


[19:26] tangakidd: Until one day, my mother was arrested.


[19:27] tangakidd: Our house had been a meth den for 7 years.


[19:27] tangakidd: It's how we managed to stay alive and have a home.


[19:27] tangakidd: I had two sisters at the time..


[19:27] tangakidd: They were all I had as well.


[19:27] tangakidd: They were far too young to understand.


[19:28] tangakidd: I lived in a foster home after that..


[19:28] tangakidd: Long after, I lived with my Dad.


[19:28] tangakidd: Went to a couple schools.. Getting in fights, on the brink of getting stabbed. What would you expect going to school in the mission district of Frisco ?


[19:29] tangakidd: And minus the insignificant stories I wish to share after these
events.


[19:29] tangakidd: I sit here, still alive.


[19:30] tangakidd: What keeps me so happy.. Is how I'm still alive. How I now have sooo many friends.. How I'm loved and wanted. How successful I can be. How passionate I am with what I do..


[19:30] tangakidd: Just learning to appreciate and accept everything keeps me happy.




[19:30] tangakidd: To know what kind of a horrid past I have..


[19:30] tangakidd: I still question myself that.


[19:31] tangakidd: Why am I so happy ?


[19:31] tangakidd: But deep inside.. I know..


[19:31] tangakidd: It was my own doing that kept me sane. My own strong will.


[19:31] tangakidd: My own inner self that keeps a smile on my face.


[19:32] tangakidd: That keeps me on two feet, standing the strongest.


[19:32] tangakidd: =)


[19:33] tangakidd: Only by accepting the negativity will you optimize the positivity in the situation.


[19:33] tangakidd: Hakuna, Matata.
[19:33] tangakidd: That's honestly.. As brief as I can explain it.
[19:33] junaysMADWACk: Dude, I think your so amazing. I can't even explain. You have a really great heart. Your story touched me in so many ways and made me hekka just bawling with tears.